Converse and Jazz

It’s effortless
Leaving a gem in the place of existence
And standing back
Looking away
And not singing away
The tune you wish to song
The lips could bring a
Show that isn’t a show
But bent in an effort to exist and withstand
Not withdraw from it all
The ground is the end
And he is not my friend
But a thought of past time not there
It is cheer
The forget and push aside the elephant of pride
The judge is in the yard
And it is not hard to say…but impossible I suppose
I leave it with the rose
Not the lily
It’s silly and not real
But that’s how I feel

Dec 5
This is what happens when I’m in the avid lab too long…and avid keeps freezing. #mylifeisfilm
Nov 29

This is what happens when I’m in the avid lab too long…and avid keeps freezing. #mylifeisfilm

This can’t be real. It’s a nightmare. I keep praying that I will wake up and my city will not be burning. So many places from my childhood are burned down to the ground and lost in history and memories. Right now I am packed waiting to hear if we need to evacuate the only home I have lived in for more than 6 years. My heart is breaking and my nerves are raw. My sister and her husband have lost their first home together. It’s surreal being in the middle of this tragedy and not being able to do a single thing to stop it. I feel helpless and numb and so many things. My home, my poor city is burning and I keep praying for a miracle. I keep praying for rain. 
Jun 27

This can’t be real. It’s a nightmare. I keep praying that I will wake up and my city will not be burning. So many places from my childhood are burned down to the ground and lost in history and memories. Right now I am packed waiting to hear if we need to evacuate the only home I have lived in for more than 6 years. My heart is breaking and my nerves are raw. My sister and her husband have lost their first home together. It’s surreal being in the middle of this tragedy and not being able to do a single thing to stop it. I feel helpless and numb and so many things. My home, my poor city is burning and I keep praying for a miracle. I keep praying for rain. 

I discovered something today. I always said that my greatest fear was a combination of doctors, needles and heights… but I have discovered that it is something far worse. I discovered that my greatest fear is losing people. Losing people I care about is probably the worst thing in the world to me. 

Word of Wisdom: Treasure your friends, never take them for granted. A good friend is more valuable that the finest diamond or the most precious of gold. 

May 24
Fear
A delightful film with Shirley Temple (at age 17), Myrna Loy and Cary Grant :)
May 15

A delightful film with Shirley Temple (at age 17), Myrna Loy and Cary Grant :)

After nights full of movies, my desire to be with my family has not gone away. I miss home more than I can imagine. I want to go home and watch Big Fat Greek Wedding with my mom and listen to my dad yell at his computer. I want to drive late at night to watch Gilmore Girls with my sister. I want to wake up on my serta bed hearing my dad playing the guitar upstairs. I want to put on my batman converse and have my mom lecture me on spending money on yet another pair of converse. It’s amazing the things you miss when you leave home.

May 15
The Value of Home
I’ve had this picture over my bed ever since I can remember…I want to go there some day :)
May 15

I’ve had this picture over my bed ever since I can remember…I want to go there some day :)

(Source: timetravelingscamp)

Interesting take on Converse… not sure if I could pull it off however. 
May 4

Interesting take on Converse… not sure if I could pull it off however. 

I am so excited for the summer ahead. I am in the pre-production stages of one short film and two music videos. It will be bliss :)

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May 3
Upcoming films…